Fear Cycle
I just feel like I got my soul sucked out by a dementor. I wish I could stop trying to fool myself everything's ok when it's not. And my poorly made decisions under the influence of depression just suck me in to the whirlpool further and further. I just dunno what to do with my future anymore. And it all started with Family kind of wrecking me apart. Urgh. I don't even know what to do or think anymore. I'm so scared and fearful of talking to my friends for no reason I can't even figure out. I guess my comfort bubble is my happy place but it will get popped by reality sooner or later..and I have to face that. I just don't even know how to move forward anymore and I wish I had the courage to ask for help...Tried one to no response..but....ARGH
posted by Dark Phoenix @ 18:53
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